Lucky we're once in love.
This might not be the ending i hoped for.
But i guess it'll really be the ending for us.
Typing in right here now,not all might notice,but maybe its much better.
My greatest joy,yet the greatest sorrow.

Took me soooo long to type every single word down.
So many things to say,yet so hard to voice out.
What am i suppose to do?
How can i forget you?
How can i just move on so easily?
Why am i so stupid?
Where am i suppose to stand up from?
Who can i look for?
When can i stand my own two feet???

Sobbing alone doesn't help. It really don't.
The only time when i can get myself distracted is when i'm out with my friends.
If not,memories are just gonna come back all the time.
Oh god, please erase all the past from my memories.
At least i need not suffer so badly right now.
Is it alright to just cry in front of people?
Thought i was strong enough after so many r/s i was in from the past.
But i ain't not.
Was acting strong all along.
I'm just not.

Now i know,i'm nothing.
But just a weakling who acts strong.
i need a shoulder to cry on. i really do............