Its all a lie..
Saying you misses me..
Saying you love me..
Saying how much you wanted to meet me..
Saying how much you wants you go out with me..
It was never true from the start..
Yet time and time again..i fell for your lovely trap..

And time and time again..i'm hurt..
Not just physically hurt..but emotionally as well..
Its just gonna leave a scar yet once again..just like how Jo did to me..
Cant get myself to believe in love again..
Its all fake..
Never was it once true..

You manage to give me glimpse of hope all the time..
But this is how you just smashed it..
All gone..
There are no words to describe how i'm feeling now..
Only tears to explain how depressed i am..
I Love You..yet,I Hate You..
To add on..I Hate Myself for Loving someone like you..

Benny Chow..you once made my life the most memorable one..
Now..you made my life the most miserable one..
You're just so great at your words that i cant get myself to be hard hearted..
For once..i really hope that its either you or me disappear from where we are today..
Because i cant assure that my heart is that strong to take so many blows from you all the time..
Please stop trying to sweet talk or pamper me..
Because i don't want to make the same mistake again..
And gets everyone worrying about me..

I just want to love my life like never before..
I just want to cherish each and every moment with all my friends..
I just want to live my life day by day without tearing..
I just want to be Happy..
Is it all so hard to ask for???