sigh..once again..
i'm left with a broken heart back home..
that one particular msg that you sent to me..
its like throwing the biggest bomb on earth straigh to my heart..
telling me not to contact you anymore..
sigh..
i was just being nice..
wanted to talk to qi for your sake...
but in the end..just because you ain't in a good mood..
you just raised your voice at me..
what the hell have i done wrong..
all i wanted is to hear your voice again..
now,not only did i not get to talk to you..you even raised your voice at me just because you were angry with qi..
its not fair..so not fair at all..
i didn't do anything to upset you these few days..and yet..this was what i got..
sob..
i'm so dumb..
so stupid..
frankly speaking..do i even stand that 1% in your heart at all since the first day till we've ended..
i even made smth for you before you go into army..
but you just shattered my heart like this..
no sorry..no nothing..not even a goodbye..
but a msg to tell me not to contact you anymore..
you're just too much..totally..
you ain't even concern about me at all..
and thats the thing that hurts me so bad..
sob..
for now and in future..do not ever contact me again..
since thats what you want all along..
i shall fulfil your lil wish..
and..enjoy your rest of the life with qiu qi..
goodbye.. :'(