He's booking out today..but the person he look for ain't me..
Its her..
Sigh..i've no idea whether i should be happy or sad..
Happy that he's gonna come find me tmr night..sad that i'm not the girl he look for when he first book out..sad that i'm not the one to send him in..sad that i wont be the one fetching him out of camp..
SAD..of all things SAD..
My life is so screwed up..