Sigh..
Why is this like that again?
She called you to help her..
And you did..
Didn't even consider how i feel and you expect me to put myself in her shoes..
Why do i have to give in to you time and time again when i don't want to??
Why do i have to do things that i don't wish to?
Why is everyone so unfair to me..
For once i hope that you could understand how i feel..but i was extremely wrong about you..
It was just me being purely naive to think that you will understand me well..
Sob..
It was only when i cried again den you apologise..
At first i have to give in to you because of Qi..which is a big stab in my heart already..
Now Jan msg you for help..and there goes Cheryl,who has to give in again to talk to Jan when she doesn't wants to..
WTF is wrong with everyone?
Who will be the next person for me to give in to again?
I cant think anymore..i'm tired,exhausted, or whatever word that can describe how i feel right now..
sigh..signing off.......