I thought it would be a happy ending like how most fairytales are like..
But i was wrong..
In other words,stupid and naive to think this way..
Each and everytime when i'm really into a guy..
It always end up in a miserable way..
Just like Jo's incident..
I'm so afraid that it might happen again..
But history somehow repeats itself..

Its painful..
And it reminds me of Jo's incident..
When i used to be so into him..
But i ended up getting hurt like f***..
For someone that i love so much..sigh..
Cried for a very long period of time..
Seems like wat has happened once is gonna happen yet once again..

Those guys who love me,i never cherish them..
But those whom i love so much,never did love me for long..

People keep telling me that love is like a fairytale..
But i beg to differ..
Its just so a lie to make someone feel better..
Because there is always no such thing as a "fairytale" ending..
And i was still so naive to believe everything in fairytales..
How stupid can i be?

I hate myself for loving him so deep..
Though there are actually times that i felt was really sweet..
Shouldn't have put my whole heart into the relationship in the first place..

Now i've learnt something new..
And thats....
"Love hurts"
Trust me..it really does..

But now..all i can do is only to cry secretly in my room..
Which is wat i always do most of the time these days..
Sob..now i hate my life.........