I don't know why..but feel as though we're drifting further apart..
In the first place..where do i even stand in your heart?
Is there even any single part ofyour heart that has me..
Whats the point? :'(
Where were you when i needed you?
Where were you when i got hurt so badly..

You don't understand me at all..
I didn't make you angry or worried about me purposely..
But just simply because i've more than enough problems..
And i needed you so badly..yet you were always too busy to be with me..
If my presence or absence to you right now doens't even matter..just tell me..

Its been so long since our last meet up..
Guess you wont even be bothered any single bit whether i'm injured or not..
I might sounded fierce through the phone or rude through msg..
But i just don't want you to take me for granted..

Though i did mention before that i wont mind you going out with her..
You don't have to go out with her a couple of times right?
Movies,clubs,etc..
Have you ever put yourself in my shoe to think it through?
What if i went out with my ex..
Sigh..whats the point of saying this right now..
Not as though it'll make any difference out of it..
Forget it..its just a matter of time when i'll lose you..
It might hurts..but i suppose no guys will ever treasure someone who treasured them.. :(