Why do i always feel so insecure??
Even when you're lying down just beside me..
And when you're away from me to a place cant even see you..i just feel as though you'll leave me like this one day..

How can i ever tell you how i feel??
That the only time i felt at ease was when you're deep asleep..
Maybe i fell too deep into this relationship..
Maybe i just feel inferior..that i cant even be compared to someone else..
I'm not sure how long i can keep you by my side..
But i just don't wish to hold on to tight to you..
Afraid that it might only keep you away from me..

Sometimes its not that i'm not interested in what you're doing..
It is also not that i don't care about you a single bit..
But i just don't want to end up getting jealous time and time again..
Getting disappointed and sad all the time..
That is why i rather keep all the questions to myself that ask you..
Because i don't want to feel as though i'm just nothing to you..
Get what i mean??

Spent the rest of my days with my sis..thanks for making my day..