Have been to other restaurants and other places to work..
Basically for a new environment..
And i notice that things have changed a lot throughout these years..
While i'm stupidly still slogging my life out in M.M..

M.M have changed a lot as well..
In fact..not in a good way..but otherwise..
Good captains and managers have left..
All M.M left is just an empty shell right now..

Went to a chinese Seafood restaurant to work this monday..
It was my first day of work..
Though i'm totally unfamiliar with everyone there..
They were all very nice towards me..
The way they welcome me and taught me everything..
It is just so much better than what i'm facing in M.M right now..

Sigh..different places have been asking me to go over to their place to work..
I'm kinda stuck at where to go and i have no idea where i should decide to stay on..
Its really a headache..
How i wish i can have someone here to tell me where to settle down in..
And right now in today's society..
I cant believe that people actually backstab one another..
Its just so irritating..
I don't noe who i cant really listen to or confide in..
Maybe its just reality..
How i wish that everything is juat a dream and i can just wake up from this nightmare..

Grandpa..how i wish you were here to give me advice........
Much misses......