I wish i could just be like a sleeping beauty and sleep for a whole day..at least for a day..
But i don't even seem to have the time to rest for a min..
Have been waking up in the middle of the night for the past few days when grandma called me to tell me about grandpa..
And i have to cab down all the way just to see how things are..
I wish i can stay over at grandma's place so that i do not have to travel to and fro everyday..but mummy just doesn't allow..
Its tiring to repeat the same old routine almost everyday..but for the sake of someone who is so important to me..its really worth it..

And finally,i'm back to school again..
Felt so much better with all my friends support..
Its been so long since i had hugs..
And its really comforting..

Now..i wish that nothing has ever happened and i'm in school concentrating in class..
But my mind is still full of thoughts while i'm in class..cant take my mind off grandpa for a minute..
Sigh..

I know it might sound cruel..but i really hope he can leave real soon..
Because each and everyday seems to be a torture for him..
Leaving us is just a relief for him and grandma..
Grandma's health has been affected as well because of grandpa..
And i dun wish anything happen to her as well..
I'm already gonna lose grandpa,i cant lose grandma as well..

Alright..gotta go back to work soon..
Hasn't been talking much in class..
Gotta do more work,if not my grades will be affected badly..and today is only the first day of school..sigh..
Bye...........