F1 is finally over..
That past few days were really tiring..
Being a captain and a bar maid at the same time ain't easy..
Have to get the order of drinks right..and getting my staff to work well..
All these work really drained all my energy out..
Thought i could actually have a good rest after F1..
But didn't noe that my grandpa would be admitted to the hosp,Again..
Was working on the last day of F1 when my sis msg me that grandpa was in hosp..
But i was really busy at work,i didn't have the time to look at my phone till late night.. And i started to worry a lot and cried..
I'm grandpa's lil fav..now that he is admitted to the hosp and yet i wasn't there at all..
Instead i was at the F1 workin..
Hated myself for that..if i read the msg earlier..at least i could be there with him when he was being sent to the hosp..
So stupid..

And now..tryouts is coming up..
Argh..i can never have a day of good rest..
How i wish i could just go somewhere to cry my hearts out and shout my lungs out..
I'm really exhausted..really..
But i'm really glad..that coach called and chatted with me..
Though it was only for that few mins..but her words made me feel much better..
Hmm..my eyes are closing for now alr..gonna get some sleep before i head for my tryouts tomorrow..hope i'm not distracted during tomorrow's training..good luck to myself..