oh well..i finally gather my courage to bring the topic up..
its heart breaking and i really dun wish to end like tt..
but then again..
he cant forget his ex..
and i dun wan to be his substitute..
it hurts when i found out a lot of stuff..
all by myself..
but luckily..cass was always there for me..
if not..i really dunno wat else to do..
he is the second guy that i treasure so much other than jo..
but it turns out like shit again..
it hurts..
it really does..
but cass told me last night that i shouldn't keep on holding on to it if he doesn't even wan this to go on..
how i wish he can tell me that he wants this relationship..
but he didn't..
i spoke each and every word from the bottom of my heart..but he didn't even try consoling me..
its disappointing..
sigh..
its all over now..
but then again..
he'll always be the second most important person that i ever loved..
love you,ryan..bye.. :(