dun ever give me such a sudden shock anymore..
the reason why i dun wanna accept anyone is because i'm not mentally prepared at all..
and the nick on my msn is only a song title..

i was with my parents when you called and told me that..
and i was damn shock for that period of time..
didn't noe wat else to do..
wat else to say..
but i noe one thing is..i'm sorry..
not now...
its not the right time yet..
and you've seriously freak me out..

do you noe by saying all these..it'll only drift us apart..
its really too sudden for me to take this blow..
maybe not for you..but for me..
it really is..
and i dunno wat to do..
you're my fyp team leader..
do you noe that it does affect out work by doing this?

i noe i sound useless..
but its just me..
i cant face it..
and thats why i chose not to face it..
so pls..don't ever do tt again.......
Sorry..