Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Oh well..

Because of you..i once felt that i was the most fortunate girl in the world..
Because of you..i was once happy..
Because of you..i once teared..
Because of you..i was once angry..
Because of you..i was once lost..
Because of you..i once felt inferior..
Because of you..i was once jealous..
And now because of you..i don't even have the courage to love again anymore..

I tried giving you whatever that you like..
Making you things that were DIY..
Using my heart in everything i do..
But you never once appreciated it..
Even when you said "thank you" or that three words..
It doesn't even seems to come from the bottom of your heart..but just a way which u think that can make me happy..
Yes,it somehow did make me happy by hearing those words..
But deep down..i know things that what i've done will never last for more than a day in your heart and mind..

Right now..there's someone who cares for me more than you do..
And he even sent me all the way back home..
Drew stuff for me and even laminated it..
Efforts..and sincerity that came deep down from his heart..
All this is what i need..
And yet..its not even from you..
He knows how to cherish me more than you..

But then..its all because of you and thats why i'm in such a dilemna..
Its all because of you..and now i am unsure of what i should do or what i should not..
He's really a nice guy..but i dun wish to give him a chance..just to substitute you..
Which is totally unfair to him..
Really hope i can forget the past and move on with my life..
I'm forgetting you a lil each and everyday right now..
And i hope that you will never come into my life ever again..
So that i can just live my life that i should be living all along..
Be myself..Be who i am..and not let the past affect my future anymore..
So..here i am..putting a full stop to everything..

就这样子,我在我们俩之间挂上了句号。
从此再也不会对你有任何的感情,任何的感觉。
也许这是对我来说最好的解决方式吧。
从此看到对方,就当作从来都没有任识过,从来都没见面过,完全是陌生人。
再见了。。。。。。

cheryl blogged @ 10:47 PM
About Me.

Hate school, hate books, and everythings thats not nice.
I am who i am.
All i need is just a little hug.
I Love Me!!

Name: cheryl
Age: 20
Country: Island called Singapore
Email: enigmatic_feminine@hotmail.com

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