Hmm..sometimes i really wonder..why is human always so funny..
For those people whom we tend to care for..is always the one distancing away from us..
And for those whom we really dun like,is always pestering us and not giving us any air to breathe..
Just like me for an example..its really very tiring to keep taking the steps to that one person and trying my very best to make him happy..
But in the end coz of all these..he is distancing himself away from me..and it really hurts a lot..
I cant do anything but to respect his decision..
I've always said that i've forgotten all about him..forgotten all the memories and feelings..
But in the end..it has always been there deep down..just that i did not dare to voice it out..
Because i noe that even if i voice it out..its not gonna make any difference,but only hurt myself even more..
And for some other guys whom i really hate to be with..is always doing disgusting thing..one good example is my captain..
Sigh..
Sometimes i really wonder..is my life gonna be this way all the while through the rest of my life???
Because if its so..i cant assure that i'll be able to take it..
The more i think of it..the more my heart will ache..
And wat the hell can i do???
Drink? Go for a run?
All these is not gonna solve the prob i noe..
But at least it helps to relieve my emotions i suppose..
Sigh..